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[November 24, 2009] |
My heart sank again, im just too weak for this.
Seeing you together with him, it is all just too painful.
Goodbye world. I can no longer put on a facade anymore.
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[November 15, 2009] |
'Everything happens for a reason'
im so tired of believing in such theory when all that has happened to me is just plain torture that has been occuring over and over again. Somehow, there is some other reasons why i find myself believing it, as if something triggered my heart to have faith in myself, that all will be fine one day. May not be now, may not be tomorrow but someday soon, all i can do now is pray.
Love, oh so complicated love.
when will this ever stop bothering me, my affection is growing stronger for you. the more you fight it, the fonder my heart grows for you. I wont go down without a fight. Perhaps we dont have the same perception of things. But like i said, i have faith. that one day, you'll come back to me and i'll accept you with open arms. Patience, Fahmi (:
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[November 07, 2009] |
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i need to take a break from life, i wanna go overseas and get my mind off everything
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[November 03, 2009] |
Crossing the road, i wanted to just stand there and not move, let any upcoming vehicles bang me down.
i dont know but there's this emptiness in my heart that has yet to be filled up. Being strong in front of everyone aint easy but i gotta be happy for what i have now.
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| Love aint no walk in the park |
[November 01, 2009] |
Been rather busy. With work, im hoping i can get to study from next week onwards. And oh, my brother's getting married in exactly one weeks' time. Too fast, so excited for it! (: b
On the other hand, met Wirda on Thursday for our dinner date, thanks for the treat babe!
Served this 2 American ladies who are here for a holiday, gosh they are the nicest people,
'Do you have have a big bag? a BIG ASS BAG?'
'OH im gonna bodyslam yaaaa'
'AWW you are so sweet'
Fye came today to spy, ass. Haha thanks cowboy!
Ended late, slefish customers, think about themselves only and make me work till 11pm -.-
I WANTED TO GO TO THE PARTY BAAAAAADLY.
I don't know where we're heading
But I'm willing and ready to go.
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| Hope is frail |
[October 30, 2009] |
i need an update on my life asap. been damn blardy boring like there's nothing interesting going on I NEED A LIFE IN OTHER WORDS. So who wanna date me? (Zee i know you'll comment on this i'll meet you next week or so okay! )
I hope i can manage my pay when it comes in, all i want now is my leather jacket from Bershka or Pull&Bear.
I wanna meet you now, i cant wait for next week, you're in my heart, you're in my mind. I need you here right now, i miss you soooooooooooooo much. It has been a week since we've met. It doesnt matter if you're busy, i just need to see your face and it'll suffice. Why must you be so hard to get hold of, if only i got to you sooner <3
Okay emo moment over. I shall find something to do now.
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| Je tadore |
[October 19, 2009] |
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My baby has been good to me.
Start of new school term? Means the start of my independent life with my parents overseas, and being able to only see my brother who only comes home at at like 9pm due to work? Gotta find dinner on my own this time, need to be smart with my money this time. Aint gonna spend on unnecessary food, cause i wanna go shopping ): the thought of it just makes me wanna hurl. Anyone want to book me for dinner this week?
Definitely not ready for school, with everything so different. Friends that i usually hang out with during the holidays are all going our own separate ways striving for the best to achieve success in our studies. At times i did say i hate my course, im gonna try to get on the director's list, sounds pretty unambiguous? Let's hope so :)
Turn around, strike a pose
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| Mama's Song |
[October 14, 2009] |
BABY! haha okay i know im still to young to have them.
Pretty boring life i have even though it's the last week of school, been coming home for dinner for 3 days already, WELL DONE. i managed to save some amount of money and my pay came in so ITOUCH here i comeeeeeeeee.
Met  for lunch today, yay thank you for meeting me when i needed to get away from my boring life. I totally had fun chatting/catching up with you, cant wait to switch houses next year, i hope! :) I got ditched by her at the same time, so was forced to go PP alone so that i'll be able to find out more about my itouch, $308 (tempting when you have the money) plus i received my pay yesterday, R.I.C.H well not for long once i spend it on my baby it'll all be gone, just like that, POOF.
SAYONARA!
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[October 13, 2009] |
 <3 see you Friday! |
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| Sexy Bitches |
[October 08, 2009] |
It is nights like this that i dont want it to end, as mentioned by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) surrealscene
Pure fun and laughters and heart to heart talk, knowing one another much better is therapeutic enough for me :)
see you guys soon :)
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| we can rule the world. |
[October 07, 2009] |
Been rather busy ever since work ended for a while, i hope. I wanna work again!! I miss my colleagues already :(
Met GraceD and Deanna for lunch yesterday, Deanna i promise i'll pass you my clothes on thursday k :)
Today celebrated Nazrin's birthday & Alex's belated birthday, supposedly the 'surprise' was suppose to be at Swensens, but we ended up at T3 Popeyes, filled my tummy with chicken, chicken and more chicken, YUM YUM. Walked around airport like delinquents while waiting for alfi's parents to arrive. Took pictures, got pissed with my mum over the phone for a while, felt so bad after that. Then Alfi went in at 10plus? Thus we proceeded to YA KUN KAYA TOAST cause i was still hungry. Hehheh, so im gonna stick to my stand, I live to eat! Had loads of fun there with the rest, esp Wirda, Faizal, Fajar, Faizah and Nazrin, mats and minahs nak mampos, with roti and kicaps here and there LOL.
S, you totally made my day again, how i wish i could be the one for you. Too bad, i'll still be there for you my dear :)
i'll light up the stars for you
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[October 05, 2009] |
You light the skies up above me
A star so bright you blind me
Yeah
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away
Don’t fade away
Ohhhh
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world
If wars break down, I will come for you
If angels cry oh I’ll be there for you
You saved my soul
Don’t leave me now
Don’t leave me now
Ohhhhh
yea you and me we can ride on a star
if you stay with me girl
we can rule the world
yeah you and me we can light up the sky
if you stay by my side
we can rule the world
Ooooooooooooh
All the stars are coming out tonight
There lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
There lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
Ohhhhhhhhhh
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world
All the stars are coming out tonight
There lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
There lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
There lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
There lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
<3 this song, been listening to it for 5 days at work, im hoping i get to continue work next week, as much as i dread work, having to work for 12 hours, i had a blast with everyone. Apparently NOW i made friends with EVERYONE, literally, and they rmb me as Shahril(some ex staff) look a like. Filipinos are my best friend now, heh im serious! :)
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| Gotta live like were dying |
[September 27, 2009] |
My fav cousins came today, at 1130pm -.-
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shakira is so adorable, i wanna pinch those cheeks!
tmr another long day visiting, cant waitxzxzxzxzxzxzxz
dang im super duper tired, i wanna go overseas!
at the moment, nadia and i are planning to go KL with the others!! YAY
cant waitzxzxzxzxzxzxz x2
We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away
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| Selamat Hari Raya |
[September 20, 2009] |
Paternal Side
like finally, i've been wanting a family picture, but as always, it's impossible to get everyone together, there were still families missing
Grandsons :)
Granddaughters! but still Guys rule in this generation. Unfortunately not the next. My grandma has 5 great-granddaughters, but no great-grandsons, aint it saaaaaaad.
so we gave them face and let the aunties join HAHAHA
my fav cousin came! :) KYLIE MINOUGEEEE (MATERNAL SIDE)
okay maybe that should be about it for now before my nose continue on dripping like a tap, i enjoyed/dislike today :)
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[September 14, 2009] |
Im a puzzle, yes indeed
So bored, i have no life currently, been spending time lazing around at home since the weekends, everyone seems ohso busy yet im so planless. Too real to be true? And the latest outing that i have is on wednesday with MeganeLin :) so exciting, fnally im gonna shop! 5 more days, zoom, time pass us by superduper fast. You wanna know what's on my mind now? How am i gonna spend when i dont have enough money? :(
I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfections
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